- The chain has been broken.
- April 20th, 2008
This morning Me, Nathan, Dan, and Haley went to Jordan Valley Park. At one point I walked away and went on top of the highest hill there(if you've been then you know the one) because I knew I would feel the wind the best up there. When I got there I put my back to the wind. I felt it holding me and keeping me safe. It just held me for the longest time and I could see all of the park and I started to cry. The tears just started flowing down my cheeks. I felt at peace. I felt things that didn't need to be in my heart anymore float away. It all felt so beautiful.
Later on we found this really nice, calm mini forest of trees that we just sat under for about 40 minutes just sitting there. Not much talking, just laying and relaxing and centering.
More visits to the park are going to be happening.
Haley I really wish you could understand and feel how I did this morning. But I know until you open your mind to the world that exist beyond people you wont understand.